so yeah i'm not a huge fan of these journal thing but hey i'm not in the mood to write a poem or take some photos so i guess this is really my only option to put my sad thought on paper.

so yes today at 5:10 pm while i was typing a comment my mom tells me it time for are sick cat to go. we've been planning this day for about 2 months now, but it hit you when it just hours away from the deadline. hearing her cries of surfering is going to come to an end and now we are going to end her agony letting her go to a better place. yes she is very sick she lost allot of weight it so bad that all you feel is bones so bad that when you pet her you feel her ribs and her spine. so bad that she as lumps filled with pus, so bad that she can barely walk without falling she is going through so much pain that she plucked her fur off her tummy. she is now 16 years old and i've known her since i was born but now it time for her to move on. move on to a better place

goodbye blinky i love you and sorry for making you go through so much surffering it wasn't right for you to wait this long